As per Paul’s aunt’s therapist, people who have experienced sexual assault trauma are “desperate to see if they could feel anything at all”, so they get piercings in erogenous body parts, the artist added.
It is the body’s physiological response to sexual assault trauma, especially if it happens in childhood. “There are rape victims who have no sensation in their vagina because of what they went through. Your body shuts down,” the 20-year-old artist-activist said.
Paul shared her experience where she was repeatedly sexually assault by a teenage boy in her class, between the ages of 13 and 15.
“He would grope me in public, in the classroom, and ask his friends to do it as well,” Paul recounted, adding that she was heavily slut-shamed from her classmates. The lack of response from her teachers and the school administration added to the trauma, the repercussions of which were only felt by her.